Then I stopped writing, shut down the computer and watched a movie with my hubby. While watching the movie I started thinking of my post again and realized that life is what I make of it, and being a big whiny baby isn't going to help me get out of my blahs!
I've decided that I'm going to join the gym Monday (which my school district is paying for), and start eating healthy again. I came to the realization that I've become a slug on the weekends because I have no energy left after a week of work. It doesn't help that I've gained about 30 pounds since school started (on top of the 80 pounds I was already over weight). I need to get out of my slump and start living again.
I let my fibro take control, and it's time I take back that control. It's time to quit feeling sorry for myself, and making excuses because I have fibro. I need to push myself to my limits instead of just giving up without even trying. It's time to put the WAR back into Fibro Warrior!
So no more blahs, and more yays! Life will be good again!
By the way, my mommy helped me get out of my blahs by telling me she has bought tickets for me and Spencer to go see Britney Spears in Vegas this September! Big Yay!
Bonnie
